I'm just sitting out here in the middle of these woods day dreaming about someone who is across the world from me. I keep telling myself that I will feel better after I've heard something. Who am I kidding? I wont feel better until I can hold him in my arms.....I believe the Lord is going to have to get new carpet in his waiting room because I have wore the old stuff out. He is right here with me though. I'm sure he knows how I feel waiting on a child to come home. I'm sure it's been me at times, when I chose to live "my own life". Well I am going to go out for a while and carry my cell phone with me, and breath in some bama air and re- group. I pray my phone rings sooooooon.