Ok I'm alittle emotional. It's getting close. I can see him in my dreams. I see him when I close my eyes. I see him when I wake up in the morning. I dream about him.
I worry about him. I need to get to him already and try and make his life better.
I don't wont to be too late to get him help. I want this to be a happy ending.
I want to one day tell him how sick he was and how he came to the U.S. and had a surgery that changed his life. I want to be looking back on all of this a few years down the road.When he is safe and healthy. I'm scared.
I'm doing everything I'm supposed to be doing right now. Shots, visas, pills, packing,
worrying, and yet I don't feel like I'm doing enough. Please pray for my emotional side, and if you know me at all you know I have one of those. That I can keep calm and walk this road with Faith and diligence. I don't know how bad off he is but God does and he is in control and he has brought us down this path good or bad and I just have to walk it.... So I lift Joesph Turner up tonight and I pray that he will live and that he will get the help he needs..........