Trusting the Lord as we lost William was the HARDEST thing I've ever done.
Telling myself over and over that I know He has a plan and I don't understand His ways, yet I will walk the road he set before us. It was a hard dark lonely road.
Trusting the Lord to work out details of bringing these two little girls into our life has been hard also.
But he worked out every detail perfectly just as he did concerning William.
When you go through the bad times, the hard times, when the good times come back around you REJOICE alittle different. My emotions are all over the place.
I can imagine William in heaven saying my kisses are almost there mom.
Your heart so broken that the Lord needed to send two babies to cover the brokenness...
Two of everything...My arms no longer empty, not even full, but running over! Only the Lord could pull that off.
So on the night before I go and pick up my daughters I will once again say I don't understand your ways Lord but I will follow you and trust you and this time I will rejoice.
I will never replace William and the lessons I learned through losing him I will carry for the rest of my life.
Tomorrow starts a new season..
Lord you have assigned me my portion and my cup runneth over.
You have made my lot secure.
The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places. Psalm 16