Our family has been and still is in Texas.
We attended the Vision Forum Baby Conference with some
dear friends and their 8 children. My expectations of this trip have been
blown away. I have been broken somewhere deep inside. We heard Michelle Duggar speak
and I was crying as I heard her words of encouragement.
When she sang The Joy of the Lord is my strength.
I was crying more when
I heard Kevin Swason speak on loving the imperfect children around us and how the body of Christ should
step in and help those families who are traveling a difficult road.
Doug Phillips said what if it was an honor to help escort a child into the arms
of Jesus and I thought of William. What if we looked at miscarriage as God's gift to
our babies enjoying life without sickness and heart ache. I know this is hard but if you believe in heaven why is this so hard.?
I cried some more in fact through out the whole church service as I was around some women who
loved and respected their husbands and their smile warmed you to the core..
I cried as Scott and I talked about our relationship and how we can
make some changes to make sure we're accountable to the Lord for our
actions toward each other.
I know I cried a lot and if you know me
very well this may not surprise you
but my tears will not stop.